[ he grumbles as he violently rakes a hand through his hair, grasps for some kind of grounding from the red lines clawed along his scalp. Another deep breath. Even in the face of this roiling, seething anger he forces himself to stop. To remember that this isn't exactly Fenris's fault.
It's his own. ]
I know I haven't done shit to show you otherwise. Can't really expect you to act on anything but what you're seeing if I'm out here screwing up left, right, and center.
[ And now he affects an ease he isn't anywhere near to feeling, leans against the counter until the granite is biting into the small of his back. ]
Fenris, if I wanted dumb muscle? I'd honestly pick up some grade-A beef off the street before pulling you off the bench. [ Again: twink. Granted a twink who can handle himself in a fight and had strength even before the monster changes hit, but still. Twink. ] Your mind was what sold me so you can knock off that "simply" crap.
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Date: 2020-08-10 06:00 am (UTC)[ he grumbles as he violently rakes a hand through his hair, grasps for some kind of grounding from the red lines clawed along his scalp. Another deep breath. Even in the face of this roiling, seething anger he forces himself to stop. To remember that this isn't exactly Fenris's fault.
It's his own. ]
I know I haven't done shit to show you otherwise. Can't really expect you to act on anything but what you're seeing if I'm out here screwing up left, right, and center.
[ And now he affects an ease he isn't anywhere near to feeling, leans against the counter until the granite is biting into the small of his back. ]
Fenris, if I wanted dumb muscle? I'd honestly pick up some grade-A beef off the street before pulling you off the bench. [ Again: twink. Granted a twink who can handle himself in a fight and had strength even before the monster changes hit, but still. Twink. ] Your mind was what sold me so you can knock off that "simply" crap.