[ Bright pinpricks of pain lance up from the small of his back, above his hip, making him grunt into Fenris's mouth— But not more than that. The sensation is almost...dulled, a calculating and rational corner of Rafe's mind pointing out that it ought to hurt more and wondering why it doesn't. Another side effect of the transformation? Deadened nerves to match a deadened body?
A thought that Rafe immediately shoves away, a willful refusal as he squeezes tighter and kisses harder and chases after every other sensation he knows he can feel, has to feel just the same as he did before, won't allow this to be taken from him again now that he's gotten hold of it. Even as Fenris leans closer for that press and ends up, yes, with that size and momentum leading him to indeed pin Rafe against the wall, it's all more sensation for him to cling to.
Better to focus on every inch of contact and the heat scorching off of Fenris's scales, the simple annoyance at the realized lack of leverage, of control due to this blue idiot's damn height. ]
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cw: body dysmorphia, implications of sexual abuse, slavery and physical abuse
Date: 2020-11-29 09:10 am (UTC)A thought that Rafe immediately shoves away, a willful refusal as he squeezes tighter and kisses harder and chases after every other sensation he knows he can feel, has to feel just the same as he did before, won't allow this to be taken from him again now that he's gotten hold of it. Even as Fenris leans closer for that press and ends up, yes, with that size and momentum leading him to indeed pin Rafe against the wall, it's all more sensation for him to cling to.
Better to focus on every inch of contact and the heat scorching off of Fenris's scales, the simple annoyance at the realized lack of leverage, of control due to this blue idiot's damn height. ]