[ Rafe's eyes are still narrowed but now it's less confrontation, more confusion tinged with some concern as he watches Fenris twitch and slump beneath him. That is... What?
The knowledge of his own repulsiveness is still fixed in his head, unshakeable, undeniable, but Fenris's reaction isn't repulsion. Isn't disgust. What it looks like a case of physical shock and yeah, Rafe is gross as hell, but to that kind of extreme?
(Shit, he hopes not.) ]
Fen. Fenris!
[ He shifts his weight to his knees, easing the pressure on his chest until it's a point of balance rather than support. Makes it possible to release his hold on the back of Fenris's neck and use that hand to lightly smack his cheek. Cheap attempt to snap him back from wherever the hell he's gone to inside his head. ]
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cw: body dysmorphia, skin horror, implications of past sexual/physical abuse, past slavery, ptsd
Date: 2020-12-07 02:38 am (UTC)The knowledge of his own repulsiveness is still fixed in his head, unshakeable, undeniable, but Fenris's reaction isn't repulsion. Isn't disgust. What it looks like a case of physical shock and yeah, Rafe is gross as hell, but to that kind of extreme?
(Shit, he hopes not.) ]
Fen. Fenris!
[ He shifts his weight to his knees, easing the pressure on his chest until it's a point of balance rather than support. Makes it possible to release his hold on the back of Fenris's neck and use that hand to lightly smack his cheek. Cheap attempt to snap him back from wherever the hell he's gone to inside his head. ]