[ It's an easy loop to fall into: Rafe's learned confidence keeps Fenris's focus keeps Fenris doing keeps Rafe reacting and in his head rather than drifting off keeps so on and so on. It works.
Normally, a position like this he'd already have another double handful of Fenris's ass again, reminding him of that earlier grind they'd had along with the kiss but— So little about this, about them, about any of this is normal, no not thinking like that. Just another small obstacle. A challenge, really, and he's yet to have met one he won't rise to.
So as he accepts that kiss, his own tongue meeting Fenris's and doing its best to match quality if not quantity. And instead of grabbing, Rafe restrains himself and satisfies himself (for now) with just reaching around and gripping lightly at the back of Fenris's thighs. ]
cw: body dysmorphia/horror, implications of past sexual/physical abuse, past slavery, ptsd
Normally, a position like this he'd already have another double handful of Fenris's ass again, reminding him of that earlier grind they'd had along with the kiss but— So little about this, about them, about any of this is normal, no not thinking like that. Just another small obstacle. A challenge, really, and he's yet to have met one he won't rise to.
So as he accepts that kiss, his own tongue meeting Fenris's and doing its best to match quality if not quantity. And instead of grabbing, Rafe restrains himself and satisfies himself (for now) with just reaching around and gripping lightly at the back of Fenris's thighs. ]