( since when has anders ever sounded relieved to hear him? since diving past ten sheets to the wind, apparently. )
Look. C'mon. I need you to... Listen. All right? I know.
I knooooow.
I know I'm not you. Shouldn't have— Shouldn't've called myself that. It was a mistake. I could never be you. I could never... what he sees in you... I— what it is, it isn't in me.
So when he said your name, it was all wrong. I knew it the moment I heard it. I—
( and then he's crying out in agony, like he's been shot with a crossbow, or worse. )
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Date: 2023-01-23 02:24 am (UTC)( since when has anders ever sounded relieved to hear him? since diving past ten sheets to the wind, apparently. )
Look. C'mon. I need you to... Listen. All right? I know.
I knooooow.
I know I'm not you. Shouldn't have— Shouldn't've called myself that. It was a mistake. I could never be you. I could never... what he sees in you... I— what it is, it isn't in me.
So when he said your name, it was all wrong. I knew it the moment I heard it. I—
( and then he's crying out in agony, like he's been shot with a crossbow, or worse. )