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<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-15 08:22 pm (UTC)besides you would think demons would be less about fucking prayer circles and hippie crap than what i'm seeing
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-15 08:26 pm (UTC)demons like to masquerade and mock mortals
[It's not that unlikely is all he's saying.]
regardless, it might be best to avoid people at the moment
<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-15 08:41 pm (UTC)that much we can agree on
we've got plenty of supplies in the house that we should be set for a while
though if anything does come up, i'll end up doing the run solo
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-15 08:46 pm (UTC)why would you go alone
[:|!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-15 08:47 pm (UTC)because i don't breathe and i don't eat so if this shit is out there then i'm way less likely to be affected than you are
[ tell him he can't go, fenris. see how well that works out for you. ]
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-15 08:55 pm (UTC)everyone is behaving unpredictably. two might be better equipped to deal with potential dangers than one
[Just let him follow you in this hypothetical situation that may not even happen for the love of the maker.]
<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-15 09:01 pm (UTC)you told him no ONCE]unless you also end up affected and then i'm stuck permanently solo for the rest of however long this lasts
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-15 09:06 pm (UTC)shut upDamn it.]
then only as a last resort
and should i still someone become affected i would ask that you strike me down
<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-15 09:08 pm (UTC)jesus christ we don't have to get all harakiri about it
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-15 09:12 pm (UTC)i dont want to exist with my mind taken over
<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-15 09:14 pm (UTC)i get that trust me i do
but check your calendar
it isn't mass narcolepsy or giant lizards but the timing doesn't lie
so you'd be fine with me just knocking your ass down and tying you up for a few days until this wears out
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-15 09:20 pm (UTC)or until they decide things shouldnt go back to how they were before
ive had something root around in my mind until it changed me before. death would be a kindness
<dismas> CW FOR JUST UH. FENRIS'S DRAMATIC ASS AND SUICIDE REQUEST???
Date: 2020-09-15 09:29 pm (UTC)and you're permanently fucked over by a cheery demon
sure i'll kill you
but how about we wait a little while and see what happens, huh
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-15 09:54 pm (UTC)[He feels slightly better now. But only slightly.]
if none of this is permanent then i hope it wont last much longer
<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-15 09:57 pm (UTC)[ not because they're friends but because this is up in the most unsettling conversations he's ever had in his life. ]
you want to discuss some of this prior mindfuck you mentioned off the cuff there, pal
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-15 10:27 pm (UTC)its a shameful memory
<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-15 10:43 pm (UTC)[ :||||||| ]
you don't consider it a little ironic that you got mindfucked while fucking around someone else's head?
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-15 10:49 pm (UTC)there are several levels of irony to what transpired that night and none of them are lost on me thank you
<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-16 02:16 am (UTC)so then explain it to me
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-16 02:47 am (UTC)i told you its a shameful memory
hawke received a letter from a young mages mother asking him for help from the demons who put him into a coma. so she called on the help of the dalish to perform a ritual which allowed us to enter his dreams to defeat the demons trying to wrest control of him
hawke could only take so many people with him and i was one of them
[And he remembers clearly how he blamed Hawke for that afterwards. Why him of all people? ]
i fell prey to a demons temptations and turned on hawke
[The magic hater, the demon hater, so many levels of irony the others didn't let him live down.]
<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-16 03:53 am (UTC)the way this place works at least this gives you some kind of control over telling it rather than waking up one and finding it's slapped up on a downtown billboard or something
[ hmmmmm how best to say "wish it'd been a permanent turn on that son of a bitch" ]
why did you go with him?
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-16 04:06 am (UTC)[Don't say it at all!]
what do you mean? because he wanted me to go
<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-16 04:14 am (UTC)but you hate most magic shit
<shartan>
Date: 2020-09-16 04:18 am (UTC)yes, how observant of you to notice
<dismas>
Date: 2020-09-16 04:30 am (UTC)the way a bellowing stampede is a minor disturbance
[ hence why rafe is staying in his room and not going up there with mr. claws and horns. ]
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